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Post by Kiera Williams on Dec 26, 2006 22:48:35 GMT -5
 Kiera WilliamsI'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in[/size] Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear
Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way
Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
I cant tell you lies [/color][/center] |
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Post by Kiera Williams on Dec 26, 2006 23:24:46 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
No, that sounds weird. It's as if I'm talking to a book. I think I'm going to name my diary. No, that would be even stranger. I think I'm just going to stick with the "Dear Diary" bit. Anywho, this year has just started, and as normal not much has happened. I'm debating whether or not to try out for the quidditch team this year. I know, me on a broomstick, eh, not the prettiest of pictures. I still remember in my first year during flying lessons when I humilated myself by falling off of it, two feet about the ground. I don't think my face has ever turned a brighter shade of red than it did that day. But, I want to try and do something different this year, and quidditch might just be what I need. I'll just see how the year takes me I guess. I don't have much time to write today, but I promise I'll write more later on.
[[Kiera]]
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Post by Kiera Williams on Jan 3, 2007 12:22:56 GMT -5
Dear Diary {Or whatever},
I guess I kind of forgot about writing in this. My mind has been kind of packed lately, well, more than usual. I guess the best thing to do would be to write everything down in this, but then my hand would get sore, so I'm just going to stick to the basics. Let's see..
Well for one, you know how I have that strange urge to dance? Of course you know that. Anywho, well I got that strange urge the other day and decided to go to the ballroom and spin around the room. I guess it's not really dancing, but that's not important. Well while I was acting like my strange self, someone walked in on me, Jaxxon Malfoy. Okay so first thing that comes to mind is..Malfoy?? But I honestly don't understand the big deal about being a Malfoy, or talking to one for that matter. Anyway we started talking and I think I'm actually starting to fall for him. Actually I'm positive I already have. Is it a bad thing? To have feelings for someone one of your closest friends hate?
Then, yesterday I went up to the owlery because I was bored {also as usual} and Dominic was in there. Yeah, that's right. My stupid ex-boyfriend. Okay, so he's not stupid but I guess I still have some sort of grudge against him. Our conversation was really..awkward..he kept asking me questions about Jaxxon, which in the first place I don't understand how everyone knows I talked to him in the first place.
Ow, my hand is cramping, so I'll write again whenever I remember.
[[Kiera]]
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Post by Kiera Williams on Jan 19, 2007 22:54:44 GMT -5
Dear Diary book..thing,
So what hasn't happened in the past week or so? I honestly can't think of a thing [[which is strange since all I've been doing the last couple of days is think]]. One question that I keep asking myself is, why did Hogwarts ever have to create the seperate houses thing? Why can't we all just be in the same house, with the same group of people. I guess that's like asking why are windows transparent.
Oh yeah, I went to the ball. And this time I actually had a date, instead of talking to boys too shy to ask to dance, afraid of what others might think if they actually turned out to be good dancers. Anywhoo, I went with Jaxxon and had a fantastic time once I learned how to block the glares from the Slytherins. Another question I ask myself is, why do I care so much what people think of me. I should just let them think what they want to. If only it were that easy..
Well at least the year isn't boring, though these last few days have been pretty quiet since the ball..
I hear there's going to be a Halloween carnival type thing. It sounds like a lot of fun so maybe I'll go, maybe I won't. --sigh-- who knows.
[[Kiera]]
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Post by Kiera Williams on Feb 4, 2007 15:27:23 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
I'm starting to get the feeling that I'm crazy for actually believing that everything would work out fine. Is it bad to feel guilty?? This is going to be a short entry. Just to the point. Kiera Williams went from honesty & hiding feelings is the best in any situation to -- lying through my teeth and blurting out everything. E V E R Y T H I N G. No wonder why I always kept my mouth shut about things before.. I don't think I've learned from my mistakes and I keep getting these guilt trips..[[oh b0y]]
[[Kiera <--wants to go back to her normal self]]
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